Friday, June 27, 2008
i guess quite a number of things happen to me today and it is too much for me to handle. i feel like i am breaking down. take it that i am too sensitive then. but you know why? its because i really DO CARE on how people looked at me; especially people that are close to me. everything you do really affected me. imagine u're the one who got people that hang you up on the phone, thinking that you are always trying to ps them. how would you react? i know that you are good to me too but recently i just notice that our friendship are just so brittle. everything just seems so sensitive, i can hardly be myself when i am with you. the way u talked really hurts, if there is no need to say as a friend so why do i still care? seriously do i still need to say the truth to you then? sometimes i just wonder, is it wrong of me wanting to have more close friends? am i like wearing a hat that is too big for me.. its hard to get stucked inbetween. i guess true friends would understand.. deep inside me, i really hoped that all these would be just an misunderstanding.. =( ADD: really thank my bestie classmates for accompanying me to return my library books and trying to create a cheerful atmosphere. ahahs. i know de. sry for being abit not myself on the way back. SUPER LATE for meeting my sec best friends at marina square. sry for showing abit of sians face and thnks alot for waiting so long for me. i guess they like rotted la. went to waraku as planned by ah juan. some of my ways to release stress. i guess moods do effect the photos. decorations outside the shops. LASTLY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASREEL ! =D
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