Saturday, May 26, 2007

after days of presentation, i still kinda dun get used ar. duno y so sadded.. =( stupid red face!! and the way i shivered when presentation ._.''

woots yesterday went out with foos, ahlin, ahjuan, meng, deb.. kinda relax abit. wahahas. wasted some time before we could get some food [i almost wana faint because of what i had ate during lunch time, should eat more..heehee].. WAHH meng, foos and juan de boss horhs darmm naggy..non-stop!! keep bullying my fwens!! kinda feel like punching them sia.

when the CHAT stop, my fwens face looked so scare. i think the boss horhs take advantage of them lo. work so much still give so low salary. luckily i didn't work for them, or my face would be DARM BLACK.. deb arrived.. so late!! hahas! she introduced us the duno where the food? not sure isit hong kong? but she say she got stomachache everytime she eat that. wahhaas. but we still went for it.

hmm. long queue.. we managed to get a seat. lousy de everytime only got seat for 2 people.. we all order pasta kinda of food. all went for CHEESY! deb and foo-noodle de. hees i duno how to spell that.. ahlin-pork, meng-minced pork and ah juan n mi same-chicken chop. heehee. kinda of nice but too much spoilt the taste. we also added in order of 2 dumpling.. but i got half a plate left [too much for mi sia] almost puke..

whole journey, luckily got my fwens help carry my lappy. so de heavy sia. but deb say got lappy then look like student. i was like kinda faint ._.'' gilan helped mi carry alot of time lo.. when deb arrived she also offered to help me.. foos also did help when i in the ladies. meng and ah juan keep on helping me to find wireless network.. heehee. really thnk them alot!

but i went home quite early because of that stupid wireless connection and also partly my parents want me home early. =( but i did enjoy myself yesterday. almost did not mange to do my quiz. left 10 minutes to 12am.. wahahas. close one! hope more places got wireless connection/ =/ hope to get again soon! but i think real soon! ahahs!

11:05 AM

Thursday, May 10, 2007

bad bad day for mi!! hais. today v de stress not becos my grp was no good lehs. in fact, they were too good for me.. when i saw my name flashed in the screen for grp today, my heart stopped beating. deep inside i knew all 4 of them could present very and i was just the one who still cannot get use to the stupid presentation system. i didn't know why i just couldn't speak up whn i m presenting whereas i m so noisy when i am not presenting. funny body =.=' sometimes when i present, i felt nth whereas sometimes i was to nervous. ARRGGHHH. hope i could get present better and not drag others grade down. [if i do so] sometimes i wonder if it would be better if i do not exist.

10:36 PM

Friday, May 04, 2007

SADDENING STUFFS
hais. poly life is much more tougher than i expected. during sec sch life, i thot that poly life would be much better, but it turn out to be VERY DE FALSE. i am freaking scare of everyday in school. PRESENTATION PRESENTATION.. haiyo. i am soo de scare lo. dno wad to do. EKs home clothes.. i hate it now!! school uniform are much better.. i dun open a clothing shop lehs..where to find so mani nice stuffs to wear??

JOYFUL STUFFS
But luckily these two sats i managed to go out with my old fwens [hy,deb,zl,lj and jas(onli 1 of the sat]. They really release my stress. wahahas. realli had lots of fun and new stuffs. hees. And just last sun i went sakura resturant with my whole de family. woots it was realli veri the fun! All my cousins, aunties, uncles and grandparents went to the resturant. However i made alot of new friends in poly and tats the only thing i like. Maybe some of the facilitators are quite ok.. hees.

HOPE and PRAY that i can survive through the poly years.

8:30 PM